delicious.

how i spent my monday evening. spending time in the kitchen helps me relieve stress and use my creativity for something.

holy shit!

i just checked my bank account and i got my $600 bucks from bush! you suck as a president, but i needed those benjamins baaad!

that just made my awesome saturday that much better.

i also thank god for barton springs! without it, i'm not sure how i would love austin quite as much.

now for cheese and crackers and blackberry sage tea. i love life today!

it seems as though i've been only writing about the things that make me unhappy.

here are a few things that i'm excited about or have made me happy.

-taking photos!
-kickball!
-the possibility that lazy weekends laying at barton springs are among us.
-finding an awesome real estate person to help amory and me.
-installing leopard on my computer!!!
-having a new job and taking free pilates.
-new friends!
-the possibility of a boy.
-my bi-weekly exercise outings with sweet reet.
-making delicious cupcakes from scratch!
-making new shirts and bracelets for calliope tricycle designs!

all these things haven't left much time for movie watching or periodical/book reading. i have had the same netflix movies for almost three weeks. that's ridiculous. i have to watch them this week if it kills me.

fuck!

i have to go back to being a hermit and finding free entertainment. i don't know where my money goes, and that is scary. i used to be oh-so-careful. i need to somehow go back to the place where going to whole foods was a luxury. this might take some time. i don't want to ask for money. i shouldn't have to get bailed out when life gets hard. i'm just going to keep blaming the car because fixing it is what got me into this mess. the sad part is, is that it's not completely fixed yet.

fuck!

i just don't want to be lonely anymore.